As Usual - long time no post

Things have been hectic in the household here of late. Many of you know of the issues that have been going on. Those who do I thank you for your support and those that don't know - trust me, you probably don't really want to know.

My lovely friend Bec, is moving away and she has gone crook on me, as has Lesley to update my blog a bit more. I will try. I WILL (sneaks away maybe)

But anyways an update on the little monsters - Henry is going to be starting Kindy in 2010 at Turvey Park Primary. He is super excited. I just have to make his shorts for school as currently he looks like one of those malnourished ethopian children with a podgey belly and bones sticking out everywhere. I promise I have been feeding him. Actually we can't keep up with the food to either of them. Henry has off course grown about 3 inches in the past three months accounting for most of the food energy expenditure.

Bodhi has started talking since he had his tonsils out in October. The surgeon commented on how large and scarred they were for a 3 year old (and he was only just 3). It wasn't an issue to have them taken out at all - but it only happened after I said enough is enough. He is always talking and unlike Henry, he has been singing. Galump went the little green frog took some interpreting but its super cute when he does sing.

Me, I'm struggling. I mean really struggling. Each day is dealt with as a day no looking forward. Some days I deal hour by hour. Like today. I would love for the ground to swallow me. Other days I am my normal self. Other days I barely recognise me, let alone my poor husband.

I have won one battle though, I have a diagnosis and the insurance has accepted liablility. One monkey off my back. But I must admit at the time it seemed like it was a big monkey but I think it wasn't really. I feel no better for the monkey being gone. Some days I am probably feeling worse.

Thanks for reading and thanks for those who have been an ear and a shoulder of recent times. I have no doubt at some point in the future you will be a great source of comfort to me again.